Looking

Today i woke up 4:00 this morning just reading and praising Father God, then he laid upon my Heart to attend Riverside Community Church.......I know this church from a Sister-n-Christ that i went to college with back in Manhattan..

I have been talking to her about setting me up with a brother-n-Christ, just somebody i can just pour my Heart/Soul to...... I attended service I just felt out of place, right at the end of service the Lord said to me Why are Searching for a Brother-n-Christ, cause you 4 to 5 Brothers that deeply love me, then i said they live in KC area. Then he goes well that what the phone is for....

I feel like Father God just wants me to just Pour my Heart/Soul into the Dream Center and not worry about recieving any inherentice as from of Deep Relations expect from Pastor Michael and Pastor Tony................


Also today i hung out in my previous blog about the Guy name R........ it was Good Fellowship he just came over and Read Embracing Father God and we just pray for about 1o mintues.........

Today i was reading WigglesWorth it was so Good here a Paragraph

"We should never be strong expect believe as we believe what God say's If God tells me the Paul was the Chief of All sinners... Then i will believe and believe forever........What ever the Holy Ghost say's, I believe it and not be move from it"

Man O Man I just love the Word of God, cause it lives inside me more and more and everytime i read the Word, i'm coming more and more alive......I love Jesus and His Father in conjuction of the Holy Spirit...........

Forbearing Spirit

Well Yesterday was very interesting moving experience. This guy Tyler and Kennth helping me out. I'm learning when they get hungry they get very moody..........

It is also verying last night for the first time I felt Free talking to the Woman I adore at the Dream Center. Cause deep within my Heart I totally let her go and just give her to God. But at the same time when woke up this Morning I keep asking God why didn't she just wait until I was Finish with my Year Long Pastoral Authority "Veil over my Heart" oh well. So by the Blood of Jesus I just ask to remove any feelings, to forget the Past and Move forward......

New Note,

I'm have been medating in Philp. 4 well I just know to delight in the Lord with rejoicing and continually thank him for he is doing..... I stop at the Forbearing Spirit this going to be my next study this morning............